Where There's A Will

Sometimes, there's still is no way.
par exemple: I'm sitting here, it's almost 2:30 (by the time I finish this it probably will be 2:30, but this records the beginning time, not the end time) and there's only 2 people currently online on MSN.
One, Dustin, is a cop from Kansas that I met over the intarwebs, and I already have had a chat with him and discovered that we have absolutely nothing in common (I know, there should have been a tip off somewhere with the whole cop thing)
Two, Jason (or Dralathan, don't ask), is the guy I grew up with, and I haven't actually communicated with him since about April. Buy anyways, back to the subject, I'm sitting here ~willing~ Jason to strike up a conversation with me since I really truly do miss him. However, it's not happening. I know, I know, you're sitting at home thinking "Why doesn't she just start the conversation then if she's so keen on talking to him?" Well, that'd be fine, if he wasn't the sort of person that you had to let come to you or he'll just run away.

Change of subject
I really want to find a boyfriend, I just have no idea as to how to go about doing it. All I can think of are dumb ideas like "hang around bully blends, drink a pot of tea, and read The Catcher In The Rye so some random guy can think I'm 'cool' and want to talk to me" and such nonsense. I think these sorts of ideas make me look more unapproachable than anything, the only time it worked was when I was at scheels reading Animal Farm and the guy who hit on me had no idea what the book was even about.
There was a pretty cute guy who came to Bully's open mic night a couple of weeks ago, he seemed to be slightly out of my league...but I don't really have a league so whatever. I need to find someone who is very similar to ~name deleted~ but not him, since he's currently taken and I have no intention of ever stealing a guy away from his girlfriend intentionally.
Bleh, well it's so late it's early, I must be getting some sleep
Not as Thespianically as I would Like
Sarah